Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Eyes of Blue and Bar-B-Que

Two of my favorite things in the world, Little Miss Eyes of Blue and Bar-B-Que!
Leah Getting Started
Playing her favorite game at the dinner table...Anything to avoid eating.
A Cheesy Bar-B-Que Grin
Drunk on BBQ Sauce
A face anyone could love
So cute. This is her, I can get anything I want face.

Bar-B-Que is something that should be taken serious.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

I Am The Luckiest


Sarah and Leah at the Cabin on Christmas Morning

My entire life I have recognized and expressed gratitude for how blessed I am. I have been blessed with amazing parents that raised me in a balanced and loving manner. I am blessed with great brothers and and an awesome extended family as well. I am blessed to feel and realize my creators hand in all things. I am blessed with health and wealth to accomplish all I need. I am blessed. Truly Blessed.

I think the greatest blessings come in the form of womanhood. I am who I am because of my Mum. She has raised me to be who I have become. Her opinion of me matters so much. I have often said when considering decisions I make or opinions others may have of me and my actions, that "it matters not what others think, so long as my Heavenly Father, my Mother, Sarah and myself are pleased". I hope my Mother is pleased. I love you, Mum. Leah loves her Grandma!

My Grandma Brewer died right before my service in British Columbia. I miss her and hope she is watching over me day by day. I am so grateful to have my Grandma Baldwin with us still and am so happy that she shows no sign of leaving us soon! She is so fun and loving and I appreciate her example. I love you Grandma! Leah loves her Grandmama!

Sarah and Leah on Mother's Day

Mother-in-laws...They are often the butt of jokes among circles of men on the golf course or anywhere for that matter. We all enjoy the jokes of a bullying or nosy Mother-in-law. I have even jumped into those conversations sometimes with funny comments, but never rude or disrespectful comments. Anyone who knows my Mother-in-law would never believe me if I said something seriously negative about her. She is a great Mother to Sarah and the perfect Mother-in-law for this Son-in-law. I love her dearly and I hope she knows that.

I would be ungrateful if I didn't mention how blessed I am, as is Sarah, Leah and both our families, for Leah's birthmother, Caitlin. We are so blessed to have Leah in our lives. While we were prepared for her in our lives, and she has been exactly what we had hoped, we were not prepared for how much Caitlin would become part of our lives. We love Caitlin so much and we constantly pray for her and her happiness. I don't know if she will ever really understand that she has become more to us than the woman who provided us with Leah, but she has. I know she reads this blog, so let me again say, from me, Sarah and Leah, "Caitlin, we love you and hope you have a happy Mother's Day". Also, Caitlin's Mother is a big part of who Caitlin is and why we have Leah. Happy Mother's Day, Nancy!
Sarah in Hawaii - February 2010

I saved the best for last! Sarah is my everything. She is the perfect woman for me. She was made for me. It took me six years to realize just how meant to be it was, but I subscribe to the theory that late is better than never at all. At risk of sounding like a high school kid again, I believe the first verse of the Ben Folds Five song, "The Luckiest" sums it up best.

I don't get many things right the first time.
In fact I'm told that a lot.
Now I know all the wrong turns and stumbles and falls
Brought me here.
Where was I right before the day that I first saw your lovely face
Now I see it every day
And I know...
That I am...
The Luckiest.
I love you more than I have ever found the way to say to you.

I don't necessarily believe in luck. I do, however, know that I am blessed. Lucky? Blessed? Call it what you want. Sarah, I love you and am constantly amazed at how great a Mother you are to our Leah. Thank you for being you and letting me be me and helping Leah be Leah. I am the Luckiest.

Happy Mother's Day to all Mother's past, present and to be!

Friday, May 7, 2010

Absolutely Ridiculous!

5 Students were sent home from school for wearing shirts that bore the American Flag or Red, White and Blue on Cinco De Mayo. Now, of course, these days there is no way to decipher the manipulative hand of the media and what facts they choose to share versus what facts they choose not to share, but this is not right. You should be able to display the American Flag whenever you wish. Our Constitution even protects those that choose to disrespect it...that has to mean it protects those that choose to honor it as well. Shame on you Vice Principle Rodriguez and Live Oak High School! On a high note, I really enjoyed my Chimichanga as I celebrated the holiday of Mexico's victory over the French...that makes me wonder? Shouldn't we have directed our anger at the French that day?!


Monday, May 3, 2010

Leah Lately

At 18 months old Leah is 30.75 inches tall and almost 21 pounds. This is probably my favorite stage of hers so far. She is talking so much and her personality just grows everyday. You never know what wacky thing she will do next.

Exhibit A:
This photo was taken March 9th. She may have learned this from visiting with Caitlin last summer. She did the same thing with a drink lid. Cutest squished nose ever!

Also March 9th: Grape flavoring temporarily covers up all Leahs' teeth. It seems she has almost all of them and now her eye teeth are coming in slowly, but surely.

March 9th too: Coolest seat in the house. It's always a challenge to grab whatever you need from the fridge and get it closed before Leah settles in. Another fun fridge fact, Little Miss Sticky Fingers loves to grab the yellow mustard bottle and take off with it. I'm not sure why it's always the mustard, but I think Ketchup feels left out.


March 26: We bought Leah a little chair which she loves to sit and read in. It makes me nervous, though, when she drags it about, stands on it, and tries to unlock the back door dead bolt. Anyway, Here's a video of Leah reading her Little Mermaid book. She is saying, "pretty". Usually she says "pretty" about jewelry, but now it's used for princesses as well.

This video explains the next photo. I have an idea of where she learned this habit of stashing things down her shirt (cough-Candace!), but I find some interesting stuff in there when I go to change her.




April 17: I swear she does this all on her own. I will often find her lounging on the arm of the sofa. Never mind the computer sitting precariously underneath her, it doesn't seem to bother her. I love the look on her face. Sesame Street is educational, right?


April 22: I love this. If you ask Leah what a cat says she gives this sickly, depressing imitation. Not to mention, it's Mow instead of Meow. Soo funny!

That same day I got a picture of her crossing her fingers. I catch her doing it all the time and not just those fingers. She can cross her pinky and ring finger as well. I can't do that, can you?That's kinda freaky if you ask me. Freaky, but cute.

She's on a roll...Leah also started doing this little kissy sound.

A helpful hand. Here's Leah putting hand sanitizer on Mom.


Mom definitely needs something.
How 'bout a rolled up sticker on my face to bring out my eyes.

April 23: This is a longer video because Leah is just fun to watch. Before we could get her swing (which she calls "Wheee") hung up outside she found it quite comfy as a snacking chair.

April 30: Oh my goodness! First of all, the bucket was all her idea. She calls it a "hat". I don't know why she has to be crouching to dance, but all her moves just crack me up!

May 2: Leah mastered somersaults. Tah Dah!

I love how Leah learns everyday. Her vocabulary is expanding and best of all she calls me "Mommy". I know as new parents we often act like she's the first baby to ever be born. I'm sure all Leahs' new developments and skills are quite normal, but I find her fascinating. I am so blessed to have a front seat for every quirky show of hers.


This next part of my post I am titling, "Daddy's Girl".

Leah loves her dad. She gets jealous when he's outside and she can't be out there with him.

Leah doing her favorite things with her dad.


Leah is such a bright, spunky, sweet girl. That smile says it all. Pure joy.